Our church buried a dear saint on April 14. Here is the manuscript of my funeral sermon, in need of editing.
Introduction
I have only lived in three different states in my
lifetime - Michigan, Indiana, and Kentucky – but I have noticed that Christians
in different areas of our country talk differently and worship differently. If
you grow up in church in one area of the country you will learn certain songs
and if you grow up in another area of the country you may learn a very
different set of songs, and when believers from two different areas of the
country meet and talk about church music sometimes they are shocked that they
do not know the same, precious songs! The same is true for our sayings, our
expressions in church. Before I came here to Mt. Zion nearly six years ago, I
had never before heard the expression, "Homesick for Heaven." And the
first time I heard it, I heard it from fiery man who had designed by his
actions one of the pews near the sound board back there as the "Amen Corner." That was Andy
Glassburn.
Over the
last few years I've come to understand better what it means to be homesick for
heaven. It has to do with a longing for the presence of God. I want to
speak to you about that longing this morning as we worship the Lord and thank
God for Andy.
I. Begins with an encounter with the Lord's
converting presence (Acts 9).
This
longing begins with an encounter with Lord's converting presence.
The
story of the Apostle Paul's conversion gives us a great example for this. Paul,
or Saul as he was called then, was busy persecuting these pesky believers in
Jesus, Acts chapters 8 and 9 say. He was convinced that these followers of
Jesus were really messed up, that they were perverting his precious Jewish
faith by telling people that Jesus was the Messiah and that he had died and rose
again. And so Saul traveled and arrested Jews who had begun to follow this
Jesus. He had to stomp this heresy out and talk some sense into his fellow Jews
who had gotten caught up in this nonsense.
But then
something happened. Acts 9 says that on his way to city of Damascus to round up
some more of these deceived followers of Jesus, he met someone, someone he was
not looking for, someone he thought was dead. He met a converting presence. He
met Jesus on that road. Acts 9:3 reads, "Now as he went on his way, he
approached Damascus, and suddenly a light from heaven flashed around him. And
falling to the ground he heard a voice saying to him, 'Saul, Saul, why are you
persecuting me?' And he said, 'Who are you, Lord?' And he said, 'I am Jesus,
whom you are persecuting.'"
Saul met
Jesus and was converted from an enemy of God, a self-righteous man, a deceived
man, to a servant of God, a humble man, a truth-filled man. He encountered
Jesus, and that changed him forever.
I love
Andy's story of his conversion. I love how he said so many times, "I could
walk you out to the spot in the cornfield and show you where it happened."
If you know Andy, you know the story. After attending a revival service here at Mt. Zion in 1946 he was under deep
conviction from God, but didn't know to call it that. Then on the tractor he
caught a vision of his soul dangling over hell and he had to get off the
tractor and pray. He prayed his guts out until that heavy sense of conviction
of sin left and was replaced by joyful assurance that his sins were forgiven
and a new life had begun. And he never lost the desire to tell that story. It
stayed fresh in his mind. He had gotten a taste, a big taste, of the presence
of God – he really felt the Lord's presence at this conversion – and he was
instantly hooked on the Lord. It was not a shallow emotionalism he felt, but he
had tasted a bit of heaven and it ruined him for ordinary things. Never again
would he be satisfied unless he felt the presence of the Lord. Like the Apostle
Paul, he didn't sign up to be a Christian because he liked its beliefs or that
he just thought it would be good for him to be a part of a church, but because
he had met someone – Jesus. And that presence had converted him.
II. Leads to a
hunger for His constant presence (Psalm 84).
Now that
encounter with his converting presence leads somewhere. It leads to a hunger
for the Lord's constant presence.
I love
Psalm 84 because it expresses such a longing for God's presence. The psalmist
wants to be in the temple, God's house, because there he meets God in a special
way. It is a sacred, holy place where the Lord's praises are sung, sacrifices are
offered up, and his people meet. So he says in verses 1-2, "How lovely is
your dwelling place, O LORD of hosts! My soul longs, yes faints for the courts
of the LORD." Then he writes in verse 10, "For a day in your courts
is better than a thousand elsewhere."
Those
who really know the Lord love church. It's normal. Like the Psalmist who loved
to be in the temple because that's where the worship of God happened and that's
where he could feel God's presence in a special way, so those who know Jesus
love to be with his people. They love church. They love it because that's where
they sense the Lord in a special way.
Andy
loved church, this one in particular. After his conversion back in 1946, if it
was possible, he was in church. He wanted to sing those songs! He wanted to
hear the Word preached! He wanted to be with God's people! He wanted to testify
and shout and say Amen! His soul longed for the courts of the Lord. Whenever he
and Kate would come back after being gone for a weekend or for months, he would
always say, "there's no place like Mt. Zion. This is my home." This
is where he was first discipled in the Lord and it had a precious place in his heart. And he came
steadily, regularly, because he wanted to maintain that sense of the Lord's
presence. He wanted it constant. You see, once you get taste for the Lord, it
leaves you thirsty for more.
That
longing for God was why he prayed with passion, too. He showed some enthusiasm
when he prayed because he was talking to someone who was right there that he loved. God was not distant to him. Yesterday I
told the family the story of one time when my daughter Kiran and I were
visiting Kate and Andy in their home. After we talked for a while we went to
pray, and we stood in a circle and held hands. Andy, of course prayed with some
vigor! And while I was leading out in prayer, he was saying, "Yes, yes!" After a
few moments I heard a little three-year-old voice say, "Yes, yes!", mimicking him. He
prayed with passion because he really wanted to engage God and get in touch
with the Lord's presence. He wanted to feel like he was really connecting to
the Lord as he prayed because the Lord's presence was so precious.
That
longing for his presence showed up in how Andy ministered, too. One time a few
of us were visiting someone in the hospital, I don't even remember who, and
before we left the room, Andy stopped to talked to the roommate of the person
we were visiting. He asked if we could pray for him. The man said yes. Then
Andy leaned over and got within three inches of that man's nose and said,
"Do you know the Lord?" The
man said yes. The way Andy worded the question was very important. He did not
ask the man if he was a Christian. He did not ask the man if he believed in
Jesus. He asked him if he knew the Lord. You see, that's the way a person who
loves the Lord's presence puts it. He
put the question in relational terms,
because knowing the person and presence of the Lord was what it is all about for
Andy.
I could
go on and on.
III. Grows to a
homesickness for his full presence (Phil. 1:23).
So that
encounter with the Lords' converting presence leads to a hunger for his
constant presence. But it does not end there. It grows to a homesickness for
his full presence.
As I
said, before I came to Mt. Zion, I was not familiar with the expression,
"Homesick for Heaven." How can somebody be homesick for a place they
have never been to? But it happens.
The
Apostle Paul wrote in his letter to the Philippians that "to live is
Christ and to die is gain." And that, "I am hard pressed between the
two. My desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far
better" (Phil. 1:21, 23). It was not that Paul only wanted relief from pain and
suffering. No, he wanted more of God, and the place to get the most, at least until Jesus returns, is Heaven.
Believers
who love the Lord deeply, who follow hard after the Lord, who pursue his
presence in this life develop a hunger for even more. They've tasted of the
Lord's goodness, and while they love their families and love serving the Lord,
there is a part of their heart that wants to experience the fullness of God's
presence. And so they long for heaven. They long to experience God intensely
all the time, without interruption. The Apostle Paul had that homesickness;
Andy had it. Presently Andy has want he longed for. Someone in church on Sunday
commented that they were surprised that they couldn't hear Andy shouting in Heaven all the way down here, because he was homesick no longer.
When you
love the Lord deeply, and walk with him closely for many years, your heart gets
more and more attached to a place where you have never been. You long to make
that place you've never been, Heaven, your home.
Conclusion
All this
starts with encountering the Lord's converting presence. It is there, at a
church altar rail, or with a friend, at your beside, at a Christian concert, or
even in cornfield that you meet the Lord and get a taste of Heaven. That births
a hunger for his presence in worship and service. And then inside grows a
homesickness for his full presence.
Sadly, so many
believers pursue so little of God. They want just enough to avoid Hell and get
a little help with life. But they don't fall in love with God for life. And there are so
many non-Christians who walk around with this gaping hole on the inside, longing
for someone to fill it. The Lord wants his presence to be real to all of us and
he wants us to become captivated with Him.
Do you
know him today? You can encounter the Lord today, if you will kneel humbly
before Him, confess your sin and your deep need for forgiveness and a new life
that can only come through Jesus Christ. Submit and receive him today and
everything will change. If you need someone to talk to about this Savior that
Andy loved so much, grab my elbow sometime today or pull some believer aside
and share your heart. They'll help you pray through to a new life in Christ and you too will start down the path of becoming homesick for Heaven.
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